When you (or me for that reason) come to think of it...no two days are ever alike! Despite regimens and schedules, work times and diary dates, every single day has its differences, its hot spots, its down moments and its tediums. Why should I bring myself to ponder upon what seems like one of lifes irrelevancies? Apart from the date, the temperature and the seasonal changes, we hear the news and headlines which colour our mental pallette either directly or inadvertantly. Few will have been totally unscathed emotionally by the Middle east problems of the past few weeks but now with stories that bring a flicker of joy to our hearts, when a pilot safely lands his passengers upon the Hudson in an emergency landing and saves 150 lives -we feel that miracles can and occassionally do happen. This weeks news of the emergent new U.S president will take care of the headlines world wide in some way or other over the next couple of days but back indoors, it will be a different assortment of headlines...
How's the son coping in his new job some many thousands of miles away from us? What's doing in the diary? should I be re-training, sorting domestic DIY, insurances, exploring and sorting a few days holiday on our bikes? do we feel we can afford a theatre trip, a take away etc etc.and there's always something to consider or be concerned about! And as if all these decisions aren't quite enough, there's the many years of emotional history that continue to weave its way...permeate and add or detract, lift or lower, raise or deflate the feelings of each hour of each day regardless of the season or time of day!
It is, according to my diary (where the dates and writing is far too non descript and small for a woman of my age to read-) Sunday. Still only January and yet as complex as March, July or September maybe. Odd that I would wish for a month of tedium and simple, uncomplicated and settled, calm and dare i say dull.....but frankly, I do.
Sunday, 18 January 2009
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